Who is it that I'm looking for??

Who is it exactly that I am looking for?  I am a single young lady from Ohio.  I will be 21 in June and I am looking for a godly man who can have fun and be laid back.  I want someone who isn't afraid to hold my hand in public and will open the door for me.  I want someone who isn't afraid to cry in front of me or tell me he loves me (not necessarily at first, but eventually). I want a man who can be my spiritual leader.  I want to grow in Christ with him and raise a family that is Kingdom minded.  I thought I found that man, but things didn't turn out to be exactly how he said they were.  I am on a mission to determine if this type of man truly does exist or if he is just a fantasy that I have dreamed up.  I see couples all over and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think to myself that I want "that". I want to be with someone who makes me happy and will help me become the woman God has created me to be.  I want to be able to have fun with him without feeling like I have to go to parties and drink.  Drinking is not my cup of tea and I am not a partier. I much rather stay in and watch a movie curled up on the couch than go out partying.  Well, here goes nothing...or hopefully something.